Olivia Sofia Claire

Olivia Sofia Claire

Friday, August 12, 2011

I really fucking hate my life

Ok so I live at my parents house with count them, my mom, my dad, every one of my siblings, and all of my children. I am the only one who attempts to clean the house. I am the one who cooks most of the time. No one EVER, EVER tries to help me clean. I also have a very demanding job as well which I'm the only one in the house who has a job. I never get any help and every one of the people I live with are the laziest people I've ever met. But the kicker is everyone wants a handout. Every time I get paid I get monied to death. The Only two people that dont ask me for money is my brother and my dad. I am now broke because i not only had to pay for my daughters school clothes by myself but Ive been having to give money out left and right. I am so tired of having to give away my hard earned money to people who dont deserve it. I need a break and I need one now. I cant take it anymore!

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Being a baby mama is like a badge of honor

Tell my why Brady cant be in my daughters life? Is she not as good as his son? Is it because he thinks she was a mistake?? Sorry to tell you, you inconceivable prick but Olivia is not a mistake and she is worth having in my life. Do you feel that way? I bet not because you see you havent been there for her in her whole six years on this planet. You sat by and let another man be called daddy. And let said man take care of your responsibility. He deserves payment just like Olivia does. You got out of prison and what did you do? You rushed into a relationship and got married and had another kid which, we both know if anything happens to your marriage you wont be there for him either. What is your damn problem? What I was good enough to fuck and give a kid now im trash and so is the kid? I dont think so you little prick of misery. I try my hardest to be civil with you but you just keep pushing me and pushing me. Im fed up with deadbeat mother fuckers like you who cant own up to the original responsibility. I didnt ask for this and neither did Olivia but if I remember correctly you are the one who asked for it. I didnt want to get pregnant while I was in college. I wasnt ready to be a parent. The least you could have done was shoulder some of the responsibility but you didnt. You threw me head first into parenthood. I dont regret my daughter she is the best thing i ever did and i hope someday that you can think so too. I would kill somebody for her, I would die for her, I would do anything in my power to give her what I never had. Would you? I bet not. I have given every ounce of my being to taking care of her. You havent so why dont you step up or step aside and let somebody else do it.